Temporary Pain

Is it weird that you can be crying from emotional pain one second, and literally the next, perfectly fine? Well, even if it's weird, that's me. Papa died in June, and OH HOW I MISS HIM!! I was listening to a song today played at his funeral on YouTube. It's Go Rest High on that Mountain by Vince Gill and after a few seconds of crying, at the end, the next video suggestion popped up, and it was When I Get Where I'm Going by Brad Paisley. I listened to it in a different light today. I heard these words, and all of the happy memories came at me, and I remembered how much I love him and can't wait to walk with him one day.

I'm gonna walk with my grandaddy,
and he'll match me step for step
and ill tell him how i missed him every minute since he left
then ill hug his neck,
Cause when I get where im going
there'll be only happy tears
ill shed the sins and struggles i have carried all these years
and I'll leave my heart wide open
i will love and have no fears
when i get where im going,
don't cry for me down here..


Love and miss you Pops.. 5/11/36-6/22/09